Since there was someone who asked "why don't you use English, Glo?"
so today I am continuing writing in English.
Wanna share you something 'bout today's happen
|Putri Aryanti Sigit|
Well, I don't know her before.
But since all the media publish and talk about her, I know that she is Ari Sigit's daughter, which is a grand grandchildren of Soeharto (alm).
The news that I read today is about the healthy test result of her.
The doctor said that she has a mental syndrome, depressed.
based on her past time, her family were broken. Her parent divorced and she has a "new" mom.
maybe you are wondering, why should I care to this person 'till I wrote 'bout her?
First, take a look to her 1st name. I have the same name (Putri).
then, the second is I think I depressed also, the same with her if this news is not a spam.
before I continue with this, I let those who get bored to go out from this article.
(take a breath)
Oke, I am depressed....
when I wrote this, I am sick. There is something wrong with my body today. I am not okay.
My mom told me to take a rest for a while, but this is not because I am tired.
I tell myself everyday (when I reach my office)
"I should not be here. My place is among children...not in front of a f**king computer which is can not laugh together with me, or cry with me like children did"
but then I remember to my parent. They need me to be here right now.
I don't wanna be the next Malin Kundang who didn't have any respect to parent.
But this condition makes me sick.
I REALLY MISS MY STUDENTS.
everyone told me :
" you must be crazy Glo if you leave your 'GOOD' job. Everyone wanna be like you. Sit on that chair. This is your luck you know...."
ohhh.....that's people's opinion.
For me, my pleasure is when I got the 'SUITABLE' job not a 'GOOD' job as they said. Honestly, I just need MONEY from my job now, so I can help my parent pass these HARD days.
Oke, stop writing 'coz I am starting to cry now.
My pray is my parent get well soon, so I can stop myself going crazy in this office, back to my dream to be among children as A TEACHER.
Love you Mom and Dad